ril's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Gnaw and Echo The Gnaw and Echo of the Aircraft I am in a bit of a funk this week. The first snowfall of the year has certainly contributed to the gloom, but there is much more to it than that. I�ve spent too much time in airports� saying hellos and goodbyes� a lot of goodbyes� But what is it I miss the most? The place? No, not really. The person? Maybe some, but not enough to be responsible for the depth of the mood� I think I miss the sense of� of� well, let�s call it opportunity� the end of an idea� a hope, really� Just because it was the right thing to do does not mean I had to (have to) like it� I don�t have the gift at non-technical prose as many of the other journalists I�ve read�. or, for that matter, most of the people I�ve met. My talents (modest enough to begin with) lie elsewhere�. Emotions, especially intense emotions, are often impossible for me to reduce to black and white. But occasionally, I come across the right words to describe _exactly_ how I feel� And, having found them, I want to share them with the D-Land community at large� my many, many thanks go to the woman responsible for them� her name is Melissa� Gnaw and echo of the aircraft long in my ear Wheelchairs empty in the corner I am entering winter and know the tired ride home You are already gone And I am what they call strong But nothing seems enough to stop the clinging to this body What is it�the dream about the pearls White, pure, falling Taking what is already taken - 2002-01-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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